Taking Risk: Falling in Love Again

“To say that one waits a lifetime for his soulmate to come around is a paradox. People eventually get sick of waiting, take a chance on someone, and by the art of commitment become soulmates, which takes a lifetime to perfect.”
― Criss Jami , Venus in Arms

It felt good that after awhile.....
someone made me smile ....

Thanks pa! :D
October 02, 2013 

Thoughts Better Left Unsaid

Dear You,

I was hoping that someday, somehow you could read this blog and maybe, just maybe, you will know it's you I'm referring to. Just some wishful thinking though.

I'm not so good in constructing words but I will try to just let my heart out. So here it goes...

I have known you for a quite a long time, you are one of my best and super-duper cool friend way back then, I supposed. Now, I'm not sure anymore. Things change. But despite that I still like you. I really do. Over the years, I have respected our friendship to the point of ignoring my more than a friend feeling. Maybe because I was always afraid losing you by my side.

I miss you.

Everyday that I see you now, I wished I could turn back time. I wished I could be with you. I miss everything about you.

But even if that won't happen anymore. I do hope I could tell you this personally, but I just can't.

Thank you for making me smile always. Thank you for treating me nice. Thank you for always being there for me. They said that you like me, that I really don't know. You said you loved me once, more than a friend, but every time you pour your heart, you were always tipsy. LOL. It has been said that a drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts. But how will I know, you never did really say it. Maybe you have shown it in action, or just maybe said it through jokes, but I can never tell. Sorry that I'm like this, stone hearted? Not really, I just don't wanna assume things. 

You might never know but you inspire me always. You have touched my heart in many ways you did not even know. I have loved you all these years to be honest. My heart skips every time you're near and I can't really hide my smile and the look in my eyes when you're with me. I'm sure you were not able to notice.

I'm one of your fan in Facebook and Twitter. Most of the time I'm online, I looked at your posts and pictures, especially moments we had together. The mere mention of your name has an impact on me. I have been dreaming about you lately. Sometimes I wished I could hug you, or just say the words I wanna say to you, but just can't. There's just this huge barrier between us as of the moment. But a part of me, would really love to let you know how special you are to me. So that when I grow old, I won't have regrets of not telling you. But anyway as for now, I won't. Just someday.....

Funny isn't it that I am this brave to write on my blog. I don't think I have followers though.

I wish you all the best.

I love you.

Vague

Blurry. Misty. But not losing hope. To you that has touched my heart over and over again all this years. Thank you! :) Someday, I wish I could............................

Missing You!

I wish I could tell you what my heart feels. :( I'm hurt but I do miss you and I still love you. I don't really know what will happen with the word "US" in the future anymore... Be still my heart, all will be well.

YOU

Now that I found YOU, I pray that you are the ONE. :)

To My Future Husband

Dear You,

I will admit that sometimes I really do wonder if you exist.

I may already know you or may still meet you someday—something I leave completely up to God because I’m pretty sure our story will be epic.

I keep hoping that maybe someday when we find each other, you will become that someone whose smile I wake up to in the morning and the last one I speak to every night.

So to the man I know does exist, and who will help me maybe make sense of the world someday, this man I can’t wait to love. Please know that I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. But for now, I wait. Fingers crossed and palms held together, I hope that you’re out there somewhere, waiting for me, too.

With the hope I will be yours for always,

Me

tnx - heartheren_62 - ;)